Whispering darkly "What a Cold World"

I whispered to the dark
when the night was so black
like if the yami of my nightmares had fall upon my whereabout
to torment my troubled soul through all the evening

When it was just all the fears I had built up in a month
combined together to accomplish my worst desire
making my life from now on meaningless as it always was, most likely worse then ever
never ceasing to free me from all of this painful hazard that will now persecue me for the rest of eternity

Which most likely my thoughts of dying came alive after this day onwards
and most of my words, on this day, did not serve me right
and my intentions were pure and devoted to one purpose and person in the world
and in this dusky, shady and scary place I lay afraid of new come whispering what a world so cold:

"It starts with pain
Followed by hate
Fueled by the endless questions
No one can answer
A stain
Covers your heart
Tears you apart just like a sleeping cancer

Now I don't believe men are born to be killers
I don't believe this world can't be saved
How did you get here and when did it start
An innocent child with a thorn in his heart

What kind of world to we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Losing control of our feelings
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold

Are you sane? Where's the shame
A moment of time passes by
You cannot rewind
Who's blame and where did it start
Is there a cure for your sickness, have you no heart?

There's a sickness inside you that wants to escape
It's a feeling you get when you can't find your way
So how many times must you fall to your knees
Never, never, never, never, never do this again

It starts with pain followed by hate
Now I don't believe men are born to be killers
And I don't believe this world can't be saved

What kind of world do we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Losing control of our feelings
We're dreaming this life away

What kind of world do we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Selling our souls for no reason
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold

In a world so cold"

And so the sun came
shining and worming me once again
woke up again,
and all still resides
the nightmare is by my side
vanishing at some time
when I wanted to help
and all I did was to presure
once the "one" dream I had
come true "again"
never ceasing belief
in someone who can still make all my life brighten again!